Pictorial World

[Nahumatarah]

I lost all fear, after a year, then it continued for two more.

I have heard people saying similar things after taking massive overdose of psychedelics. Although in your case that sounds really heavy since it was going on for that long time. Not all people come out of such experiences of cosmic horror as anything resembling functional human beings.

I've seen some horrible stuff too in my life but can't honestly claim to know what you have or are going through. I wish you truly all the best in whatever future trials you are facing.

[Benemal]

It's ironic, I was going to add that those experiences are what some people are looking for, in psychedelics, but they don't know what they're asking for.